I lost it

Tears of sadness. Tears of joy. Both at the same time.

This morning on the way to school.

Addison: Go to big grandma's house. Big grandma sleeping.
Me: (bawling like a baby, wondering how she can remember that moment) That's right honey. Big grandma was sleeping.
A: Big grandma all better.
Me: Big grandma is in heaven now with Jesus. He's taking care of her.
A: She had boo boo on her belly and now she's all better.
Me: That's right honey. She's all better now.

When I got to school I scooped her out of the car and gave her the biggest hug and kiss that I could. She knew I was emotional. She put her hands on my cheeks and kissed me back. Something about the look in her eyes. So much love.