Not so little

I've been a little teary lately. I cried in the car the other day on the way to pick Addison up from school. I cried the next morning when I was telling Michael the story about me crying. Come tomorrow my baby won't be my baby anymore. It's a little sad for me. I've been worrying so much about how she will adjust to a new baby sister in the house. I know it will be rough at times, but I have a feeling that everything will be okay. Addison already has so much love for this little person in my belly. She's so excited to meet her and so am I. But I'm starting to get a little worried about how I am going to adjust. Things are going to change. Sleepless nights, a crying baby, a two year old who just wants her mommy to play. I hope it will all go smoothly.

I'm pretty sure that my heart is going to double in size and there will be twice as much love to go around. I just hope that I can do a good job as a parent and they both know how much I love them. And I will always love them.